THE HUNT IS BRAINLESS…BUT MY IMAGINATION TOWS ME ON!!!
…The Sun rises, so does it set to give the moon a fair chance too. The flowers bloom and zoom come the bumble bees. The span from intercourse to the birth of a child…How much longer are we going to wait for the bus? How long will our journey be for? Make hay while the Sun shines, and leave no stone unturned…How much do I get if I work for this long? I can hold my breath for as long as I want…
It’s 9:55PM, a Saturday night, Lagos, on the 7th of June, 2012. I was alone in a dark room. Rays of dim lights reflect in through the window. The ceiling fan is rolling waywardly at the minimum speed, squeaking away as a proof of its age. I’m thinking about a lot of things. My laptop is right in front of me, with the blinking cursor stagnant for over 6 minutes. I sat upright on a big, square bed, wearing nothing but a white pair of shorts. My mood isn’t the brightest, but good enough to reply a pissing text message politely. My fingers are woven together like a chessboard. On it lays my scanty chin. I’m marveling at the fact that an invisible presence is responsible for many unknown things, even the swelling of my 'Garri' (a delicacy in Nigeria made out of cassava). I thought to myself, no matter how many times I filled the fine grains with water, when I abandon it for a few seconds, it still gets soaked up before I revisited it. It was clearly inevitable. Similar to the Hulk, I began to sweat profusely, my heart beats faster, my veins pop out striving to burst, my eyes redden, my fist clinches. I was fed up and so I yelled out loud “WHAT MANNER OF SORCERY IS THIS THAT HAS TOTAL CONTROL OF EVERY ELEMENT IN THIS WORLD AND LEAVES NO CHANCE FOR MAN’S FREE WILL?!”
It seems there is a power out there, a power that everything and everyone seems to consciously live by. What manner of authority is this that even the God I serve works by? I hate to accept the fact that there is a supremacy that compels believers and non-believers to work in one accord. I hate the fact especially that I have no say when it strikes and steals away valuable prizes. I grew up hating to digest that fact. I grew to understand that this power is beyond anything I ever imagined. I hated the fact that everyone mentioned its name. There was no escape, I had to know its name. I have to do something about this power and anyone who shares in my discontent can assist me…I need a plan. I need a map…I have to find a way to kill........TIME!!!
…The Sun rises, so does it set to give the moon a fair chance too. The flowers bloom and zoom come the bumble bees. The span from intercourse to the birth of a child…How much longer are we going to wait for the bus? How long will our journey be for? Make hay while the Sun shines, and leave no stone unturned…How much do I get if I work for this long? I can hold my breath for as long as I want…
It’s 9:55PM, a Saturday night, Lagos, on the 7th of June, 2012. I was alone in a dark room. Rays of dim lights reflect in through the window. The ceiling fan is rolling waywardly at the minimum speed, squeaking away as a proof of its age. I’m thinking about a lot of things. My laptop is right in front of me, with the blinking cursor stagnant for over 6 minutes. I sat upright on a big, square bed, wearing nothing but a white pair of shorts. My mood isn’t the brightest, but good enough to reply a pissing text message politely. My fingers are woven together like a chessboard. On it lays my scanty chin. I’m marveling at the fact that an invisible presence is responsible for many unknown things, even the swelling of my 'Garri' (a delicacy in Nigeria made out of cassava). I thought to myself, no matter how many times I filled the fine grains with water, when I abandon it for a few seconds, it still gets soaked up before I revisited it. It was clearly inevitable. Similar to the Hulk, I began to sweat profusely, my heart beats faster, my veins pop out striving to burst, my eyes redden, my fist clinches. I was fed up and so I yelled out loud “WHAT MANNER OF SORCERY IS THIS THAT HAS TOTAL CONTROL OF EVERY ELEMENT IN THIS WORLD AND LEAVES NO CHANCE FOR MAN’S FREE WILL?!”
It seems there is a power out there, a power that everything and everyone seems to consciously live by. What manner of authority is this that even the God I serve works by? I hate to accept the fact that there is a supremacy that compels believers and non-believers to work in one accord. I hate the fact especially that I have no say when it strikes and steals away valuable prizes. I grew up hating to digest that fact. I grew to understand that this power is beyond anything I ever imagined. I hated the fact that everyone mentioned its name. There was no escape, I had to know its name. I have to do something about this power and anyone who shares in my discontent can assist me…I need a plan. I need a map…I have to find a way to kill........TIME!!!